Stuck in this rutt of the unknown

Life is very unexpected... One day things are going great and out of all days, on your birthday you realize that someone you love is going to die... Who would of thought that I would loose my focus and my life would spin completely out of control. Sometimes I jut don't know what to do. Going to school full time AND working full time, it's just to much for me. My parents dont know how bad it is. I literally missed two midterms today meaning I'm gonna fail those classes along with the class I am dropping. Right now it's just to much for me. To much pressure. To much on my shoulders. I don't think I can do it much longer. Sometimes I wish there was a fast forward button and get to the good part of life.